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PULLED IT OFF! (:
YESEREE! WE PULLED IT OFF MAN. HI FIVE! (: happy happy now. because i managed to get my angel-mortal reveal presents plus i had CHOCOLATES!!! that's the best. I LOVE IT!!!okay gotta go mug. :( sadface
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for the first time in my 2 years in HWACHONG HP, i felt a sense of complete and total helplessness. setting : burge lit class. regarding: the setting of Great Expectations. never have i felt at such a total, utter, complete loss as the rest of the class engaged in fruitful and thought-provoking discussion. for the first time in my 2 years, i considered what it would have been like if i was in the science stream. can you even imagine that happening? i was supposed to be full of literature brimming in me and i was thinking about the science stream. oh God, did i take the wrong step? did i choose the wrong thing? i really don't know where to go from now.
when Barnard talked about university applications, it was so intimidating. i haven't thought of where i wanna go, what i wanna do. the thought of going to uni is in itself excruciatingly painful. more studying? more pain? doing what i have no interest in? i don't think that's exactly possible. I JUST WANT TO STAY A YOUNG HAPPY KID. but no kidding, i have to grow up. that's something i have to face and i better face up to it as soon as possible.