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RV ELDDS GOLD WITH HONOURS
when the roads are quiet. when the lone bird chirps in the morning. the air is still fresh from the night dew. that's the best part of the day. no cars, no traffic, just peace and quiet.today we were introduced to the president nominees for the council elects. it was BORING. same old PC answers, nothing new, nothing original. i don't blame them. it's not their fault. but it's still.... got back my exam transcript today. not elated with the results. they seem to have got worse. i hate it. sometimes i wonder if i would suffer a relapse back into those days. i don't know. life seemed easier to live back then.
on another note, RVELDDS GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF!! It was seriously a friggin shocking thing. when yn messaged me i was like ARE YOU SURE? It's not april fool leh! and it's apparently the cold hard truth. when the cold hard truth hits you it hurts. a lot. i'm proud of them, of their effort and i'm sure they did a really good run for SYF but deep down, it hurts. why was it that when i led the CCA we could only achieve bronzes? why is it that when somebody else takes over they get Gold With Honours? (and the best thing is that no other CCA in RV got a gold with honours. RVCO - GOLD, BAND - SILVER and apparently even dance only got a GOLD.) so RVELDDS has made its mark and i'm sure the seniors really deserved it but i'm not sure of the juniors. i didn't see in them the desire we had in sec 2, the desire to do well. i don't know. maybe it's all my fault. i didn't do things right. it just feels like its my fault. i didn't lead the CCA well. when i was in sec 2 i didn't act to my fullest potential. i withdrew. i let my fears get the better of me.
when i was in sec 4 i didn't eat. i isolated my friends, i didn't exactly discipline the CCA well. it's all my fault and to my batchmates, the ones who had to suffer because of me, i can only say. i'm sorry. i've let you guys down. i've seen the disappointment in your eyes many times. and i can only say. i'm sorry. i won't give any excuses but i'll learn from my mistakes. thank you for giving me the opportunity. i guess when a CCA has good leadership it'll grow. so my dear RVEL, i hope the next few generations to come will do the CCA proud as well. i believe in you guys. as for the year 5s, i can only say that next year, for sure, i'll come back and coach you guys. so you guys better get a GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!! (:
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