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ARGH!
i felt that i need to get it out of my system. what theo told me the other day is very true. i'm not trying to say anything bad about my church or what but it's like i just don't feel a connection with them. at all. i'd bet they think i'm a stuck up arrogant arse. but the thing is i don't know what to talk to them about. hannah is understanding i would say. even then there are times when i don't know what to talk to her about. it's like i would love to discuss philosophical stuff with my friends just that my friends aren't very philo you know what i mean. that's digressing btw.so take today for example. i'm supposed to be at youth net but i decided against it. i don't want to take an awkward bus ride home again with somebody who i so stupidly blabbered everything to. i'm going to keep my mouth shut from now on. i was looking at emily's blog and saw the dinner she had with tlr and tkl. oh well i miss emily. a lot. a lot ^100000. i miss walking down orchard rd with her or just sitting in burger king talking over lunch. i remember everytime we go 'shopping' we end up talking all the way. i love her. and i'm so THANKFUL for God to have given me such a good friend. we've drifted apart. i'll admit that. i mean with a boy and all of COURSE she'll drift right. anyway i think i'll start emailing her soon. i miss hanging out with her. next on my agenda after blocks: go out with emilychau! :D
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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