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feeling down :(
i'm... confused. after that forum it was supposed to be inspiring and all.. yes it was but now the realities are very REAL. oh my goodness the people who are there are IMBA. they are like the epitome of IMBA. i don't think i'll ever match up to my grandseniors.ever. and yet when they talk about big shot companies inviting them to choose these companies when they're only in their first year, it's so.. awe-inspiring, jaw dropping, hyperbolific. i asked myself what do i really wanna do? i love sales. i think it's in my blood. but there's nothing to do at university regarding sales. i could go into bizad but that's something ANYONE can do. do i really want to go around measuring the size of tree barks after i graduate? or plan where the next idk bukit tumbokbok (it's made up btw) town is supposed to be? i want to go into sales. all i know now is that in future i want to go to Japan to study product packaging and design. that's for sure. as for now... i really dunch know :(((((edit- oh and i'm soooo gonna marry a guy with a surname of loh/lim/law/lau anything that starts with l so my son will be LOH SOON ENG (LSE) or LIM SIEW ENG (LSE) way cool right?? then he can introduce himself as 'hi, i'm LSE' ROFL
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