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Post post producton party
yesterday's PPP was oh--kay i guess. i preferred ours last year. although the food was better and the venue was not that new/interesting i think our games pwned theirs by a lot a lot. maybe it's because there wasn't this v. strong covalent bond between a few members of the nominated exco. and maybe because we had a kind of a 'common enemy' hahahahaha and somebody went up to me and told me 'doro, i tell you a secret. i preferred our party last year' and i couldn't help nod back in agreement.i was on nursery duty today and i played with the YM's darling daughter shanna cheng. she's really really REALLY cute and pretty. she's lucky she has the best of both worlds from her parents. :) and looking at her i really really want to be a mother. it reminded me of this conversation i had with olivia not too long ago where she was telling me about how it was kind of a family tradition for her family to have 4 daughters. her family's an exception cus they stopped at 2. and she was telling me how she wanted to be a mother, which is unusual considering where she came from, RGS. the place that produces alpha career females. i think the most beautiful priviileged part of being a woman is being a mother. carrying your child for a full 9 months and after that watching it grow from a baby to a toddler to a tween to a teen and so on.
i really want to be a mother. though i don't think i'll ever be able to fulfill that wish.
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