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my head is swimming. i have had 7 hours of econs including 2 econs tuition sessions. my head refuses to comprehend anything got to do with econs anymore. i'm glad the weekend is here but at the same time it means that it's time to start studying :(there's always been this person i've been thinking of. and wondering what our lives would be like if she had chosen a different path at the beginning of sec3. would we have ended up differently? would that superficiality still have surfaced in our friendship? would we still eat Old Chang Kee fried sotong-on-stik as happily as we did while 'gossiping'. i never trusted her. i don't think she trusted me. it was painful and i hate such a friendship. maybe that's all Catherine wants- trust. and it's so hard to earn it even among your friends, let alone a guy who you have a one night stand with. i wonder if my life would have turned out differently if i had not stopped her from leaving. i shouldn't have interfered. that one action has made me live in regret and each time we meet each other on the bus nowadays, it would be like she pretends to sleep or something or i would pretend not to see her. it's painful. and i wished it wasn't like that
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