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Disappointed
I don't know what to feel about how I did. I feel disappointed in myself. So what if I fulfilled the requirements to read Geography at UCL? I don't have the money to go unless I get a loan and pay off my debt for the next thousand years. I guess each person worked hard and got the grades they deserved. What's done is done! In accordance with my plan, I chopped off my hair (not really by a great amount) to remind myself that from now on, I will have to work hard. It is not easy to survive in society considering how I've fallen a step back already which sucks.Gonna have to start planning now. Thank God for all that He's already given me. Thank God for the mercy and the wisdom He imparted in me while I was preparing for the A levels. Even though the grades may not be perfect I think the times I've spent these two years is more than worthwhile. I've had the whackiest two years of my life which would most likely not repeat itself for a long while. Staying in Singapore isn't that bad an idea as well. Hopefully all works out well and I can only leave it to the hands of God. I'll diligently apply of course, but at the end of the day I hope He will show me the path I should take. Thank God.
There's a thing to remember: that you don't belong to yourself at all and are bound to do the best you can with your time and strength and everything.
- Grace Livingston Hill
On a brighter note, CONGRATULATIONS to all who scored their As (: Congrats! You guys deserved it for all the hard work you have put in! Thank God for Theo too who totally understands how I feel and who is a great listening ear. I can't believe it man. Two years ago after the O level results were released we were together celebrating/partying out asses off. Now after the A level results are released we met up and consoled each other. It's funny how life plays pranks on you but I'm thankful that I've learnt to lean not on my own capabilities but on God. Oh well let's see what else unravels next.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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