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It's funny how people abuse emoticons and how they say one thing to you but actually really REALLY mean another. I mean just say what you feel. Why be so two-faced?On a separate note, I've paid the huge-ass confirmation fee for SMU. That's where I'll be going folks while everyone else is squeezing into NTU and NUS. Somehow idk. I always have this weird feeling inside of me that it's gonna be a wrong decision and I'll end up hating what I've chosen which is why I'm trying to console myself with monetary things of the world. Who asked me to like a course that is so unemployable and scholarship unworthy. For now it's back to the world of TOSHIBA BA BA and it's quite funny talking with my colleagues (if they count) who are people I'm never gonna have a chance to mix with in future. I'm a rarity there since I hail from a JC which elicits responses of the kind like 'WAHHH JC si bei stress' and those looks of like 'you're not one of us' and that's what gets me so uncomfortable so that's it. I'm hanging up my ang-pow red toshiba shirt and quitting after this.
<3 Thanks babehs for your words of encouragement :D