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as the waves go back and forth; will they bring me to a place i really want to be in?
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY THEO WOMAN. Not that you’ll ever read this but I am REALLY REALLY glad that you’re my bestie (:
Watched Inception with zhiying the day before (which I shall continue on later about) but first things first, I met my Bondue OG yesterday for a pre-camp dinner. There were many awkward pregnant pauses of silence, many times when I chose to just keep my mouth shut for the lack of things to say. I’m not exactly a very religious person; I don’t think so as compared to all the youth leaders in church but I definitely stand by my morals and I don’t want to pollute my body with things like alcohol or go to places like clubs. It’s just not me. You wouldn’t find me in a club. I don’t belong there. I don’t want to go there. Yet SMU seems to be about clubbing, about drinking, about making a whole scene out of nothing and I really wonder; is this the correct path I should be taking? What is in store for me? Will I be able to cope/manage? Will I enjoy myself? Will I make holy Godly friends who will look out for me? Will I be corrupted by the world? Will I be able to make a stand and be in the world but not of the world? I need so much support and guidance I think I could cry.
Yesterday also marked the end of my stint at MOE. It was somehow surreal because I left the office and said my goodbyes at 11 am as I was going out of office for a scholarship fair. Handing over my pass (the one which dropped into the toilet bowl) and seeing jingfang's table for the last time, it reminded me of many good times I had. All the times on gchat with my dear fellow temp, the lame jokes making fun of the intern, the funny times with the execs. I think apart from the work itself, I enjoyed myself because I really did slack quite a bit. (OOPS)
HAI. I couldn't sleep last night. Could be the 3 kinder buenos I ate before I slept giving me a sugar rush that made me dream. I dreamt and the dreams became so real I couldn't really distinguish them from reality. I guess that's what Inception is all about.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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