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I need Your healing touch
ARGH.I'm so disgusted with myself. I'm like dying on the inside trying to dig my guts out, trying to bury my head from embarrassment, the heat prickling at my ears, the moment running through my mind over and over again and I'm trying to undo it but to no avail. I shouldn't have spoken so loudly to my colleague at work. Although I was upset and all I was in the wrong and I shouldn't shouldn't shouldn't. I FEEL SO BAD NOW. CRIES.
The thing is I've done this before and I never felt so bad. I think I'm starting to be more sensitive of others now. I hope I'm slowly transitioning away from the whole self-centric mode to care for others, to be concerned for others, to want to love others because that is the way God made us. We are very emotional beings. I want to love someone, many people, you.
Oh Lord, please change me, please touch me, please make my heart new.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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