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it's party time ... and I feel like going home
Well I think I was out of my mind to have been excited about attending the HP party. There was a little tinge of excitement in the morning and after a while that excitement wore off; like water falling of a duck's back, with huge pangs of dread taking its place.I guess I expected too much; I thought there was a possibility for us to enjoy ourselves as a class, I thought I could talk with more people but I guess I'll always be relegated to the bottom of the caste system. Somehow when I see all these people who are supposedly my classmates I think it's really sad because nothing holds us together but the name of our class. The two of us escaped away from all the cacophony to seek respite in the garden halfway when we lost our seats around the dining table. Just sitting there and talking was much better than like the awkward conversations I'd been trying to have the whole night. Well, I think one thing I took away with me is that I'm all the ever more determined to make sure I carve out a name for myself so that in future my children will be able to throw such parties in my sprawling house.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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