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when the logs are set to drift in the wide ocean; how far apart will ours drift?
... and this would be post no. 445.I'm so tired. Of working. Of having to wake up everyday at the same time, go to the same bus-stop, take the same bus and reach the same place. I want to skip all my camps, buy a one way ticket to the Maldives and never come back.
I hate this. Why am I putting myself through so much torture.
I want to be spending time with my friend(s) who'll be going overseas soon. Previously we all knew the day would come; but I never realised it would come so fast! Xina will be flying in two weeks time. AND I'LL NOT GET TO SEE HER FOR AT LEAST A YEAR. No more camwhoring shots over dinner. No more talking just random nonsense and no matter how I hate the going away part, I think we'll only drift apart even further. Even now without school to keep us together, we're drifting. The number of topics we have in common are dwindling. Awkward pregnant pauses are beginning to surface amidst our conversations; the ease at which we converse has been slightly stifled. I wonder what it'll be like to not see her, for a whole year at that. I wonder what it'll be like when chua leaves too. I hope we don't drift too far apart. I really do.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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