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goodbye #1; the first of many to come
it's 12.29 am but I MUST blog before the words leave me.Seeing Xina off was a surreal experience. One moment she was there, the next she had walked through the gates of no return and was gone. Then the tears started to flow, as the realisation sank in that I'll never see her physically for the next year or so. Then I think of all the farewells that are to follow; chuazy followed by theo, then cher and emily. One by one my closest dearest friends are all leaving me and there's something in me that wants to stop time so that I can spend all my time with them before they leave but yet I know that that's not possible. I'll just have to make the most out of all the time I have left.
There are so many questions running through my mind. Will we still keep in contact? Will we still be the same people we are in the photos we've taken? Or will everything change? Including the shells that contain our souls? Will we drift apart after not seeing each other for so long, with different social circles and all? Or will I be the only one living in the past (that is something I really dread with all my heart; that I'll not be able to move on long after all of you have).
Only time will tell, but till then Xina I wish you all the best with all my heart. (;
I LOVE YOUUUUUU
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