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soccer training #1
I seriously don't know what possessed me. SERIOUSLY. Like why oh why did I send that e-mail to indicate my interest in soccer. I thought it would be fun and that there would be other noobs like me BUT I WAS WRONG. I like soccer. As in I think it's a really interesting sport and there's something about it that makes the adrenaline pump but yet at the same time I feel out of place there. Like I'm holding up the entire team during their training because my dribbling sucks or because I kicked the ball out of place or because I failed to mark some other girl during the match.I NEED TO TRAIN.
Plus there's the part where girls tend to be girls so they tend to be catty. If you know what I mean and I seriously don't want to hold them down or pull them back. Cus when they are playing or sth it's like they don't really dare to tackle me or give me the full 100% treatment and I'm like okay don't give in to me and it makes me feel even worse inside. ARGH. WHAT HAVE I JUST DONE.