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i wish i were at york
Playing with snow and making snow angels (though IDK if there's still snow there).BIZ LAW, WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME?
and oh my tian O level results were released yesterday! It feels like I just got my O level results like last year or something and it's not. I got my results 3 years ago like oh my word. o.O Then I entered HC and met a bunch of awesome friends where life was awesome for a year and a half (since the last half was spent mugging like a muggertoad) and then we graduated and now we're sprawled around the far corners of this world. I wish I could go back to those times. Then again O levels kind of determined my future. I chose HC HP; a decision I still don't know if I will live to regret. Definitely I won't regret those fun times, the great friends I've made, but I'm also disappointed because it opened my eyes to a different kind of education; one that was liberating, with promises of going overseas to experience a plethora of new opportunities but those fell through. The disappointment lies not so much with not having seen the world but knowing that you could have but failed to is ... disheartening to say the least.
and the thing is, now NOBODY cares about how you did for your O levels or how you did for your A levels. those letters printed on your cert mean nothing; but yet everything paradoxically. at the end of the day it's where you end up in uni and how hard you've fought your way to get where you want.
So much hinges on one examination; what if you screw up? Are there no second chances? Why's life so screwed up?
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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