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the last balloon has popped
some friendships may have popped along with that last balloon. i am so tired and pissed at myself, for letting so many other things slip through my fingers, things undone that incurred the wrath and ire of so many people, sponsors especially.
i'm tired, but there are so many others giving so much more, doing so much more. today was really bad. LIKE BAD. Major boo boo regarding sponsors and it's like i think i've single-handedly destroyed SMU's name in that companies will most likely not want to sponsor us anymore. feeling damn bad about it gahhhhhhhhh x.x
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then i think of all the fun i had, the new friendships made, and having friends come down and say hi, take a picture, esp my dear friend who had nothing to do at work and so she came down and we had JIAXIANG KULO MEE hohohoho. Three more weeks before school starts, and I keep thinking about how my head will roll. OH GAWSHHHHHHHHHHH KILL MEEEEEEEEEEE
i'm tired, but there are so many others giving so much more, doing so much more. today was really bad. LIKE BAD. Major boo boo regarding sponsors and it's like i think i've single-handedly destroyed SMU's name in that companies will most likely not want to sponsor us anymore. feeling damn bad about it gahhhhhhhhh x.x
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then i think of all the fun i had, the new friendships made, and having friends come down and say hi, take a picture, esp my dear friend who had nothing to do at work and so she came down and we had JIAXIANG KULO MEE hohohoho. Three more weeks before school starts, and I keep thinking about how my head will roll. OH GAWSHHHHHHHHHHH KILL MEEEEEEEEEEE