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time to rein in the emotions
I've been working my ass off and it doesn't feel like school's going to start again. I don't want school to start again, because it'll jolt me back into a world where I'm supposed to belong but I don't. Yet at the same time I don't belong where I am now either; stuck in a limbo with nowhere to go.
Yesterday was full of surprises - first this group of teachers from HC popped by and one of the teachers happened to be my church friend! O.O Then Renjie (of all people) came waltzing in after his high tea buffet at House. [Why are my JC classmates so rich/free] In the evening a group of teachers from RI comprising my sec 3/4 Geog teacher who jumped ship came by and it was weird standing behind the till collecting money from a former teacher. Somehow it made me wonder a lot more after that - all that small talk and niceties, if these teachers are really interested. It's like people from my past appearing and haunting me, and making me wonder if there's more to life than what I'm doing now.
Then there's the topic of religion which is starting to get to me. Oh well but that's another story altogether.
Yesterday was full of surprises - first this group of teachers from HC popped by and one of the teachers happened to be my church friend! O.O Then Renjie (of all people) came waltzing in after his high tea buffet at House. [Why are my JC classmates so rich/free] In the evening a group of teachers from RI comprising my sec 3/4 Geog teacher who jumped ship came by and it was weird standing behind the till collecting money from a former teacher. Somehow it made me wonder a lot more after that - all that small talk and niceties, if these teachers are really interested. It's like people from my past appearing and haunting me, and making me wonder if there's more to life than what I'm doing now.
Then there's the topic of religion which is starting to get to me. Oh well but that's another story altogether.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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