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hate that I love you so
referring to my books yo. this love hate relationship with my books has carried on for long enough man and what a friend commented one day over lunch encapsulates the essence of university; she said that before she can fully understand a topic or a module it's time for exams and then the semester ends. in a crash course that lasts 15 weeks I rally don't know how we manage to digest so much knowledge. It feels like I'm just rushing through it all; don't know how to do a question? Memorise the answers to that type of question because after your final paper you'll never see it again anyway. Makes me question the value of my education yet again - is it really worth what it is?the way some of my modules are compulsory amazes me, feels like this isn't a holistic education I'm getting, just a course on how to survive on adrenaline.