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existentialist crisis
so after 21 years and 9 months of living, i have started to question my existence. i mean, i did do so before, but when you're up at 1.25 am because of a 5pm coffee, questions form. i have so many burning questions, but no answers.
some questions that are currently trending include: why was I born into a Christian family? is it because God felt that if I weren't, I probably would be living a very different life? (I mean, I'm thankful that I am, just... wondering) and why am I so selfish? why/how can one become so desensitized to the needs around her? why were cockroaches made? is this all there is to life? if life is just one day after another, and if heaven awaits, then what's the point in living? if these moments are merely fleeting, and if we're just living from one moment to another, then is that really considered living? why do I seek and crave the approval of others? why did God create man? how do we know that the sun will rise tomorrow? what am I doing with this life? why do we count days the way we count days? what if this were just a dream, but we never wake up?
some questions that are currently trending include: why was I born into a Christian family? is it because God felt that if I weren't, I probably would be living a very different life? (I mean, I'm thankful that I am, just... wondering) and why am I so selfish? why/how can one become so desensitized to the needs around her? why were cockroaches made? is this all there is to life? if life is just one day after another, and if heaven awaits, then what's the point in living? if these moments are merely fleeting, and if we're just living from one moment to another, then is that really considered living? why do I seek and crave the approval of others? why did God create man? how do we know that the sun will rise tomorrow? what am I doing with this life? why do we count days the way we count days? what if this were just a dream, but we never wake up?
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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