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phases of life
yesterday i went to bed smiling. that was such a beautiful thing. i woke up this morning even before my alarm rang and life has been very kind. God has been merciful.
i also learnt that a close friend of mine is seeing someone whom she really really likes and who really really likes her and treats her like a prize. i think if it were me a year ago i would have gotten jealous. not exactly jealous per se but thoughts of doubt would start to creep in. thoughts like 'oh is there something wrong with me? why isn't anyone interested in me?' and i would start to doubt myself. today, however, was an entirely different case. i really really felt happy for her. i know i say this often for my friends and i think God knows, somehow. so slowly and slowly friends are seeing people, they are moving on with life, and i am moving on into a different phase of life too - one with thoughts of the future, job prospects, making the most of my life, being grateful, helping out around the house, encouraging my parents, things like that.
my heart is brimming with gratitude and i'm thankful. very, very thankful. (and no, no peach blossoms have been blooming in my life.) i'm just thankful because i can be :)
i also learnt that a close friend of mine is seeing someone whom she really really likes and who really really likes her and treats her like a prize. i think if it were me a year ago i would have gotten jealous. not exactly jealous per se but thoughts of doubt would start to creep in. thoughts like 'oh is there something wrong with me? why isn't anyone interested in me?' and i would start to doubt myself. today, however, was an entirely different case. i really really felt happy for her. i know i say this often for my friends and i think God knows, somehow. so slowly and slowly friends are seeing people, they are moving on with life, and i am moving on into a different phase of life too - one with thoughts of the future, job prospects, making the most of my life, being grateful, helping out around the house, encouraging my parents, things like that.
my heart is brimming with gratitude and i'm thankful. very, very thankful. (and no, no peach blossoms have been blooming in my life.) i'm just thankful because i can be :)