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i bade college life goodbye
met a couple of friends for brunch today and we were discussing what scared us the most about working life. imagine not being able to go for a walk and ditch work for a bit just because you feel like taking a break. it's not like when you're studying - if you're sian you start scrolling Instagram, start doing all sorts of nonsense, snapchats etc. but at work, that's a different story.
i'm scared. very very scared, especially going into an industry where it's not glamorous. it's slogging, almost free labour, many many hours, servicing clients, delivering quality work. oh goodness gracious. i'm worried and scared. it's not like the first day of school where mommy's there to hold your hand. this transition is one like no other. all these years i've been going to school at least knowing that i know some people. all my neighbours went to Radin Mas, RV was swarming with peeps from there, Hwach had some of my bestest friends, SMU had a handful of friends, but now i'm stepping into a place where there'll be people 8 years my senior, people who might have very different personalities, it's no longer the same safe haven i've had all my life.
SCARED SHITLESS.
but excited at the same time. OH ME OH MY.
i'm scared. very very scared, especially going into an industry where it's not glamorous. it's slogging, almost free labour, many many hours, servicing clients, delivering quality work. oh goodness gracious. i'm worried and scared. it's not like the first day of school where mommy's there to hold your hand. this transition is one like no other. all these years i've been going to school at least knowing that i know some people. all my neighbours went to Radin Mas, RV was swarming with peeps from there, Hwach had some of my bestest friends, SMU had a handful of friends, but now i'm stepping into a place where there'll be people 8 years my senior, people who might have very different personalities, it's no longer the same safe haven i've had all my life.
SCARED SHITLESS.
but excited at the same time. OH ME OH MY.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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