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passive aggressive
i just can't deal.
it sucks. to be asked "are you not interested in your work?"
if you asked anyone at the place where i was before, please. i get shit done and i enjoy PR. just because i don't show it on my face doesn't mean that i'm not interested. or just because i don't banter and be all smiley in the office doesn't mean i'm not interested. just because i take some time to call journos doesn't mean i'm not interested. i'm just steadying myself before i call otherwise i'll get the same "you sound very uncertain" brash comment you throw at me. i am uncertain because i have never done this before. i'm trying, i'm learning, i'm trying my best.
and coupled with that the flu i came down with - recipe for disaster. i'm not one to put myself on top of things and say HI GIVE ME WORK. i do my work when it comes and i like to be told clearly what accounts i'm on, what i'm supposed to do. i can't deal with this "oh could you please help out on this?" method of assigning work. WHAT IS HELP OUT SUPPOSED TO EVEN MEAN.
people whom i work with say i get defensive. maybe because i feel like there's a need to justify my actions and way of thinking because i don't know what you're thinking so i'm saying aloud my thoughts as an FYI. i'm just doing what i'm used to. i answer back to show that i know what you're talking about and to voice out questions. i didn't know asking questions meant i'm defensive. thanks for letting me know. i shall just shut up and sit down and do work.
times like this. i wish i had a resting bitch face. so it'll be easier to hide all the fucks i give.
it sucks. to be asked "are you not interested in your work?"
if you asked anyone at the place where i was before, please. i get shit done and i enjoy PR. just because i don't show it on my face doesn't mean that i'm not interested. or just because i don't banter and be all smiley in the office doesn't mean i'm not interested. just because i take some time to call journos doesn't mean i'm not interested. i'm just steadying myself before i call otherwise i'll get the same "you sound very uncertain" brash comment you throw at me. i am uncertain because i have never done this before. i'm trying, i'm learning, i'm trying my best.
and coupled with that the flu i came down with - recipe for disaster. i'm not one to put myself on top of things and say HI GIVE ME WORK. i do my work when it comes and i like to be told clearly what accounts i'm on, what i'm supposed to do. i can't deal with this "oh could you please help out on this?" method of assigning work. WHAT IS HELP OUT SUPPOSED TO EVEN MEAN.
people whom i work with say i get defensive. maybe because i feel like there's a need to justify my actions and way of thinking because i don't know what you're thinking so i'm saying aloud my thoughts as an FYI. i'm just doing what i'm used to. i answer back to show that i know what you're talking about and to voice out questions. i didn't know asking questions meant i'm defensive. thanks for letting me know. i shall just shut up and sit down and do work.
times like this. i wish i had a resting bitch face. so it'll be easier to hide all the fucks i give.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
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