december
ngl was looking forward to december a lot..
but ever since september that's changed and i've been kind of dreading it because there were things that we talked about / plans we kinda made / but everything has gone out the window.
my parents + sis travelled a lot which meant the house was empty for quite a bit and now that they're back we can celebrate Christmas together. things to be thankful for:
- jo's wedding (the bed at Oasia hotel was great + helping out with the flowers)
- going to jb to do my hair + shop + relax
- volunteering at the art faculty (nice meeting new people)
- xmas party at jinli's
- xmas party at shiyun's (got 2 of the same bag in different colourways i LOLed)
- 3h lunches in the office (going to suntec for korean cai fan)
i've gotta admit that there's a bit of disappointment this christmas because i'd hyped it up in my mind but i'm naming the feeling and facing it, and sitting with it, knowing i will celebrate my birthday single again. but this time it's with people i love and who love me, on my own terms.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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