i did it
i tendered my resignation.
it has been a crazy past two weeks to say the least; involving many many tears.
i don't think i can put to words the feeling -
i've given my all; i've worked hard; i've been a team player; i've done my best but still passed up for promotion and i really cannot do this anymore.
so once again; i'm choosing myself. i'm choosing to walk away. and it hurts. it feels like i've tried and tried but nothing has worked and i'm selling myself short if i continue to stay.
i'm really scared of what's to come. i'm so scared. but i also know that if i don't walk away now, i will only find it harder to do so.
i need to be here for myself to remind her that she's done this once. she can do it again. the past is past and it's time to move on.
so i will grieve, and i will allow myself to cry. but one day i do hope the tears stop flowing and i start to live again. life's too short for this injustice.
“some people feel like they don't deserve love. they walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”
“This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard.”
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