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it's been emotionally really tiring / painful
trying to process and sit with the pain and realising there's a lot of anger and resentment bursting out of my heart. it's not even a quiet ooze anymore. it's screaming at the top of its lungs, demanding to be heard.
// realisation that some of that anger is directed at myself too / how did i allow myself to be treated like that such that i had to endure / prove / justify / explain myself that i too deserve to be seen.
girl, i see you. i see you trying your hardest. trying every damn day. i think it's enough now. it's time to rest and heal.