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it's been 2 weeks since i tendered

but i've not cried this much in a while (i.e. 1 year)

the emotional turmoil and upheaval i've felt. i don't think words can describe. ok it's nowhere close to losing a loved one 

but how do you endure the pain 

saying why you want to leave and not being heard 

instead being told

"i hope you understand when you become a parent" / "it's not only about competence it's also about luck" / "don't make work your identity" 

nobody is listening as i scream through the pain

the anguish of denying you something / being treated unfairly / being stepped on / and still needing to smile 

being told 'why don't you shake hands and make peace'

all my life i've had to do that. i don't think i can do that anymore. 




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